It's been ages since I update here. Just want to put my thoughts here. So when I read this blog post in the future I may feel different. How's my life lately. I only have time now since it's my one month holiday. I have graduated and I'm an official yoga teacher now. I couldn't believe it but I made it. It was really torturous...because my baby decided to join mama for the Yoga teacher training course. Haha...I didn't realise I was pregnant after I missed my period for a week. I was like sh*t...I still had many weeks till my Yoga TTC exam. Since my baby wanted to gave us a surprise...We were really shocked and surprised by the news. We prepared to have baby since June...so we didn't expect we managed to conceive in September 2024....I was so excited when I found out our baby's gender. Even though the doctor did the scan during week 16 and told us the gender wrongly. Lol. Then we spent RM1200 to do the NICC to find out our baby's gender.

My very first handstand workshop...I hope that one day I can leave the wall. I can't wait to practise handstand again after my baby is born.

One of my yoga teacher training trainer, teacher Irene. She was helping everyone to adjust the poses.

She is my inspiration..I learned so much from them and I can't wait to rejoin the training again.

Side stretch...Ahhh. So comfortable. 

My first teaching...It was nerve breaking and I was lucky that I got the easy poses because I was feeling so tired during the course.

What a relieve to receive the certificate from the experienced gurus...I am so excited to teach but I probably have to wait until September to start my part time yoga teaching. :D

 A little bit of my life update...I got my APC Anugerah Perkhidmatan Cemerlang...Besides that I got my transfer too. I just start my new life in KL. The first few days, the drive was really scary. However, I feel better now when I start to recognise the roads. Hectic life....and I need a new part time job to live in this city soon. 

Another friend just got married this December. Life used to be fun when all of us are single. Nowadays when we gather together, our topics are just mainly about life, plans of buying houses, cars, getting married, further studies and etc. The sadness hits you real hard when you start to realize that your friends can't hang out with you that often anymore because they have husbands and boyfriends now. Sometimes life is quite suck when you have to shop alone, eat alone, sleep alone and do other stuff alone. Life is harder when you have a dead end job and you got lots of bills to pay. I always hope that I can have understanding parents. I'm not rich and I have a very stressful job. The way they think that my job is very easy, well-paid and always question where did all my money gone dishearten me. I just feel a little bit sad when I write this. I don't know why. I don't know what am I doing with my life all these while. I feel like something is missing in my life and I can't tell what it is. I've been reading lots of books about life recently and I'm still searching for the meaning of life. When I tell people I'm searching for the meaning of life, people always assume that I want to search for the right guy aka Mr. Right. However, they are all wrong. Life is more than that. 26 years old and still can't figure out what she wants in her life. Such a joke isn't it. My only life goal for now is to earn lots of money and travel around the world. I hope that after 10 years' time when I read this blogpost again, I want to be happy again and tell the world that I've found the meaning of life.

Lovely newly wed.